Hi there! My name is Ella Dawson, and I’m a sex & culture critic and digital strategist from Connecticut. I also live with genital HSV-1. In my writing I explore the social stigma of STIs and how our sexual health is shaped by politics, culture and shame.
You can find my writing and public speaking about herpes all over the internet. I try to update this page with new resources as they become available. To stay up to date about my work and be among my first readers, please consider joining my Patreon community! The support of readers allows me to write my Ask Ella herpes advice column as well as other writing projects. When you join my Patreon, you will also get access to LIFE RUINER, my micro-memoir about my experience getting diagnosed with herpes. Find more information below.
My work has been recommended by sex educators, school teachers, medical care professionals and therapists. In 2016, I even received a letter from Hillary Clinton. If you’d like to interview me for a story, have me on your podcast, or hire me to speak at your event, you can reach me at email@example.com.
Watch my TEDx talk about herpes stigma.
Read my book about herpes.
LIFE RUINER. In 2020 I self-published a micro-memoir about my experience getting diagnosed with herpes and how STI stigma makes us vulnerable to abusive relationships. It is available to my Patreon subscribers here. You can read a free excerpt here.
Explore more resources.
So You’ve Just Been Diagnosed With Herpes. I cover all the basics in this post: what you need to know, who you need to tell, how to protect your partners, where to find community, and the pep talk you definitely need right this minute.
Why I Love Telling People I Have Herpes. I wrote this essay for Women’s Health way back in 2015. Imagine my surprise when it went viral! It’s still the best distillation of my attitudes toward herpes, and it’s damn funny.
ASK ELLA: How Do I Tell Someone I Have Herpes? Practical advice to read before you have That Conversation.
ASK ELLA: Should I Date Someone With Herpes? I answered the question that brings people to my website the most.
ASK ELLA: I Have Herpes and I’m Afraid of Rejection. The realistic, no-bullshit pep talk everyone needs.
ASK ELLA: Are Herpes Jokes Ever Funny? Short answer: it depends on who is telling the joke. Send this to your friends who don’t get why you’re so offended by Saturday Night Live’s constant herpes jokes.
Why I Will Never Support Herpes or STI Dating Sites. I get a lot of questions about STI dating apps like PositiveSingles and similar services. Here’s my hot take on why I don’t use or support these sites.
TIME Magazine Ruined Herpes Journalism. Here’s How to Fix It. My site editor Gabe Rosenberg and I read the infamous 1982 cover story about herpes so that you don’t have to.
Why I Celebrate the Day I Was Diagnosed with Herpes. Living with herpes can be absolutely brutal — not necessarily because of the virus, but because of its stigma. We should celebrate ourselves for getting through it.
THE HERPES INTERVIEWS: The Ex I Had to Call. Getting diagnosed meant calling my old high school sweetheart to ask him to get tested. It was terrifying. This conversation is about how we remember that phone call.
THE HERPES INTERVIEWS: The Guy From The Bar. I met a really nice dude at a bar like it’s 2004 or something! I told him I had herpes that night, we had sex the next night, and we’re still good friends. Hurrah.
Herpes deep dives.
My characters care about safe sex because I have to. This was the first time I put in print that I have herpes. This essay was my take on a debate about whether or not characters in erotica should have to use condoms.
What happened after I told the Internet I had herpes. This is how everyone I knew reacted to me going public, from my parents to my exes.
The conversation that never happened: On herpes and abusive relationships. How I got diagnosed. We need to talk about emotional abuse and STIs.
How I lost my post-herpes virginity. Having sex with someone new after getting diagnosed for the first time is scary! This is how it went for me.
Herpes Two Years later: On sex Without Condoms. Shockingly, I don’t always use condoms now. This essay is about why (and how).
Should you publicly disclose your herpes diagnosis? Herpes+ sexologist Emily Depasse and I talked about how public disclosure has impacted our personal and professional lives, and how to decide if it’s right for you.
How I became internet-famous for having herpes — and why I’m retiring. In 2017, I decided to take a step back from herpes activism to focus on other work and on my mental health.
To the teenage girls who have herpes. This world tells teen girls they’re worthless. Don’t listen.
Why should I date someone with herpes? I wrote the rant that everyone with herpes needs to read from time to time.
Why I don’t call herpes a “gift.” The herpes community doesn’t have great language to capture our experiences yet.
Why having a boyfriend doesn’t cure herpes. Please, please, please stop publishing essays about how you finally found someone who would love you despite your herpes diagnosis. There are other ways to heal, and there are better ways to challenge stigma.
Like to watch? Here are some of my press appearances.
Listen to me on podcasts.
Savage Lovecast: I talked about herpes stigma and answered listener questions with the one and only Dan Savage.
Just Between Us: Authors and podcast geniuses Gaby Dunn and Allison Raskin chatted with me about my experience getting diagnosed with herpes and how I became internet famous.
Something Positive for Positive People: My friend Courtney Brame had me on his amazing herpes+ podcast to talk about the emotional toll of being publicly herpes+ and what other activists should know about burnout and boundaries.
Life on the Swingset: I spoke with Ginger, the Professor, and Dylan to discuss reactions to COVID-19 and how it may affect public discussion surrounding people living with STIs and STI stigma.
Friends 2 Lovers: Lily Herman and Mackenzie Newcomb interviewed me about the abysmal state of STI representation in romance novels.
Whoreible Decisions: I had a blast hanging out with Mandii and Weezy and talking about my sex life as someone herpes+.